End of the Eclipse and the Blood Full Moon

This Eclipse was intense and worse than I was expecting

• my mother's stroke

• World War 3

• financial crunch at Naturemind-ed with likely salary cuts coming

• a lot of tension and friction at work frazzling my nervous system

• starting new clients on my resonance work

all within this very short 2 week period.

It's a relief its over but I'm still in the after shock. I have a reading to be more forward looking, what did the eclipse prepare for, what is ahead in this more Jupiter-led period.

The ground I now stand on

What has shifted in me? Whats my new internal orientation?

Fairies, Earth Magic and Trust the Seasons (Embracing Change | Cycles of Life | Transition | Growth)

I do feel myself lighter, no longer tethered to the UK (happy to sell my house, not willing to return for my mother), I feel myself no longer responsible for my mother and no longer waiting for her to love and appreciate me. Many burdens are lifted. I do feel more fluid and able to move and pivot without so much terror and demand to know my purpose and where I'm supposed to be. I have a lot more trust in the universe to guide and support me. My dreams have become rich and intense like a whole other life waking up.

The Earth Fairies share a little of their power with me. I notice my relationship building with them on my daily beach walks. Having my feet in the sand and the ocean connected to the earths grids, plus my swims in the ocean when the tide lets me - I finally have the relationship here wih the earth and land that I was missing so much. I was trying to replicate the relationship I had in the UK through earth, grass, wind and trees. But here it's different, of course, I see that now - it's sand, ocean and sun. Which felt frivoulous before but is actually deeper in a way I didn't anticipate. And now I lie on the sand and dump out all the energy from my body that builds up from the crap at work and insertions from clients nervous systems. And then I suck in all the energy and light from the earth and the sun and I feel the fairy magic.

We aren;t meant to stay the same. I've been trying so hard to catch and hold my life and my identity from before and I can really see now the futility. Learning to embrace what life has to offer now is so much more fulfilling. And I can see that it holds me, so long as I don't wriggle and try to control and be rigid I can let it just unfold in me. Change is scary and it holds grief, but I trust in the transformation.

The door that is quietly opening

Where is life exapnding without force? The Jupiter current.

Hummingbird and Witch of Air, clarified by Temperance

Hummingbird invites me to embark on my epic quest, bypass the dung pile of old pain and hurts, head for the flowers, and learn to trust the calling I hear ever so softly. A new adventure is coming, although it won't be easy!

Chanting visions into form - a lunar moth, a blossoming rose, a sigh of surrender, a starry night. I sing songs to summon dreams into being. I am opening the door myself with my own enchantment. My own idea is the seed - everything, ventures and adventures, inventions, works of art, they all start with a seed. With the Clarity of Ace of Swords.

The habit I must not carry forward

The pattern that belongs with the eclipse and stays in the past. Virgo residue.

Page of Swords RX and The Council

Anxiety and overthinking. Mental overload and scattered mind. Lots of ideas and no follow-through.

The Council says: "Do not wait for further signs; embark on the journey to love deeply, forgive sincerely, and dare greatly. Take the leap without requiring life to assure you of success".

The risk that grows me

What courageous movement aligns with my next chapter? Jupiter rewards movement.

Ten of Swords RX and 12 Wheel of Life, clarified by The High Priestess

Stop reopening the wound to check if it hurts still. Stop carrying the corpse to see if it reanimates. An internal layer of taking a risk that something is really over - the pain and the suffering and the betrayal, I can start to operate my life from a position of being pain-free.

A life layer of operating based on surrender to life's cycles. Karma has completed, I can release the old narrative, let the wheel turn again, listen to the old earths wisdom. Allow the next cycle to come without knowing what it looks like.

Trust my inner knowing, my divine feminine, my intuition. I feel my intuition so much stronger now. My recent client with a system he couldn't trust or feel reminded me so much of my own and I had forgotten how that was my life, totally unable to sense into what was true or right. I don't need validation from others, I have a centre now, a foundation that doesn't fall apart when I don't get belonging and validation from others.

Step off the battlefield and onto the road of the wheel of life.

The ally or resource emerging

Who or what supports this new direction?

The Moon and Dance Celebration

"Meditate on the significance of the moon’s cycle, and let it gently guide you out of your bottomless depths. Head back to the world of outer expression and connection with others. Let it help you make time for yourself, your feelings, and your essential human and spiritual needs.⁠" I must create time for myself, I must allow myself to express who I am in the world.

The Spirit’s wish is for everyone to enjoy their time on Earth, and part of that wish is to celebrate your capacity to be joyous and express it through your body. Whether in private, with a small group of friends, or a large communal gathering, let music, song and dance is a part of your sacred ceremony regardless of what you are celebrating. For truly, any celebration is sacred.

I understand that when the soul has descended far enough, the path forward is joyful embodiment. And nothing stays, this too shall pass.

Timeline energy of the next 3 months

What tone defines these next 3 months?

Queen of Pentacles and Smoky Mirror

Stepping into the energy of success through careful patience and nurturing. The worldly mother of clean home and nourishing meals, whilst making a living and creating financial abundance. The ultimate archetype of a single mother. There is stability, abundance, opportunity for growth.

But not all things will be clear in this time, somethings are beyond my reach of understanding. But all aspects are welcome, the darkness and the light. Some of my journey is meant to be walked in mystery and only experienced in real time.

The Bearer of Wonder

A woman who moves through the world with the receptivity of a child and the awareness of a mystic. I live in a state where imagination, intuition, and reality are in constant conversation. Dancing with the field.

I am guided by:

Radical Curiousity.

The Page of Cups brings me emotional openness and creative innocence. Combined with Magic, it becomes a way of relating to the world like a curious child who assumes that meaning and possibility are everywhere.

She asks:

• What is trying to happen here?
• What wants to be born through me?
• What is the most beautiful next step?

This curiosity replaces the heavy burden of figuring life out. Instead of solving life, I play with it.

Living Dialogue With the Invisible

The Magic archetype reminds us that the ordinary world is full of signals. I am fluent in them. Not obsessively searching for meaning, but noticing the subtle choreography of events.

• A bird crossing a path.

• A line in a book.

• A sudden invitation.

• A strange coincidence.

This is my conversation with the living world. I dream. I set intentions. Then I watch. And when the small door appears I walk through it.

The future self who is already there waiting

The Archetype I am becoming because she already exists

Magic crossed with Page of Cups

Emotional Creativity

The Page of Cups carries the energy of art, tenderness, and emotional expression. I express life through:

• ritual
• writing
• symbolic acts
• images
• story
• ceremony

I allow the soul to speak through form.

I am light, curious, playful, receptive, open to surprise. I believe the world is enchanted because I experience it that way. I follow sparkles of interest, one small step at a time. I trust that life and spirit are co-creating with me all the time.

When Magic appears, you’re invited to see the world through the eyes of wonder and awe, taking on the innocence of a child who knows that all things are possible. Infinite potential exists in the Great Mind, and you are being invited to call it in and recognize the dance in synchronistic events, signs, symbols, and omens given to you through the oracle of the ordinary world. This is a sign that Spirit is reminding you that you co-create your world in a sacred partnership. Your part is to dream, to intend, and to watch for the signs that show you what next action to take.

The Page of Cups brings messages from the subconscious, inspiring new artistic pursuits, poetic ideas, or "out of the blue" emotional insights, she asks you to explore your creative, emotional self. As an archetype she is a reciever of messages related to emotions, intuition and creative endevaours.